迷惑。。。

迷惑了。。。

不知前方的路该怎么走。。。

不知前方的路还会有你一直相伴吗。。。

新新的。。。

好久好久了。。。我要剪头发好久了。。。说了好多年可是一直都不舍得。。。

那天。。。不知为何就突然有股冲动的。。。想把我最心爱的长发剪了。。。

现在。。。变短短了啦。。。

问我自己为什么呢？

因为想要新的人生？

因为想改变自己？

因为。。。我也不懂耶。。。

累了吧。。。不懂。。。

矛盾咯。。。嘻嘻嘻。。。

希望新新的我真的能如我所愿。。。做个开心的我吧。。。

可我真的开心吗？ 谁知道呢？因为连我自己都不知道。。。

:P

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家。。。

家。。。

一个累了的避风湾。。。

有人说。。。家是逃避现实的地方。。。

每当遇到挫折时，伤心时，难过时。。。都会想起家。。。

每逢佳节。。。在远方的我都会特别想念家里的热闹。。。

想起妈妈的丰富佳肴。。。

在大学生活里。。。我看到了现实的残酷。。。

在家里。。。只有妈妈的无私。。。

在这里。。。为了学问，为了自己的将来。。。到处求助于人。。。

在家里。。。常有妈妈的帮助与慰问。。。

忙忙忙。。。忙不完的事情，做不完的功课，不会做的project...

让我好久没能和妈妈好好聊天了。。。不知她最近好吗？过的好吗？

有怪我吗？会寂寞吗？心疼我亲爱的妈妈。。。

你等我。。。等我多几年。。。等我读好书，拿好好的成绩。。。找到一份好好的工作。。。

然后带你去享福。。。 哈哈哈。。。 :P....

我要好好加油。。。

在这里的日子虽然不好过。。。不过。。。为了我的将来。。。为了我的前途。。。为了你。。。我会努力考到好好的。。。要不然就枉费了在这里的辛苦和你的担心。。。

既然已经来了。。。我就不会空手而回。。。你等我哦。。。嘻嘻嘻。。。

家。。。我会时时刻刻放在我心里。。。

mixu mixu.......

new sem... again......

holiday holiday holidays..... was gone........

my two month holidays just passed like tat.........

work work and work.......

this holiday i seldom hang out wif frens. wondering y??

feel tat my good frens left v v few oni.....

is it because of me?? coz i din find them?

erm......

wondering wondering wondering........

is it i din go n maintain our relationship??

i owes thought even i din say bt i stil treat u as my good frens....

u gt so many other frens.......

haiz........

don noe wat am i doin....... ;p.......

now i waiting my roommate come back and school start.......

thursday.........

This few days don noe y v emo....

;p.....

today bac to normal le......

coz emo is nt my syle........

hahaha......

maybe is myself thking too much la..

sometimes thking too much is not good for mental and health......

hehehe.......

finish my assignment, presentation edi......

now.... almost finish this sem edi......

hav to concentrate at coming test3....

after tat......

FINAL.....

scare scare........

however... feel that this sem passed v fast....

time flies......

me at johor almost 1 year edi........

wat is my feeling at here ar??

erm........

nice to meet mikkay n yean yean lo....

they r different type of ppl.... even i oso different... but we can mix up well i thk.....

but.......

owes kena mikkay marah......

hahaha......

she scold me..... yean yean act innocent......

me ar?? so kesian kena marah lo.......

hahaha........

anyways..... stil is my bahagia can meet n friends with them.....

muack......

hehehe.........

hehehe..... really long long time already.....

I really didn't update my blog for a long time.....

Now already March...

Recently what i can said was really very busy....

for my tests, assignments, and project....

and i very lazy to update...

now just finish my tests... and will proceed to another coming test with final....

before that, have to settle my assignment and report first...

then... is time for me to go back home....

Mum... i miss u so much....

and i miss the foods.......

'jelak' with the foods at Uni le.... so sad......

and another sad things, my cooker 'Kena RAMPAS' yesterday night....

T_T.......

only can take back when end of the semester... That mean i can't cook my mee goreng already......

haiz......

and tomorrow is yean yean birthday, we plan to give her a surprise tonight, hopefully will success...

hehehe.........

o ya... taking about birthday... i am going back kuching to celebrate my birthday on Oct...

hahaha......

;p.........

ok la.... i think that all for this time....

have to do my report le...

bb....

c u next time.......